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No rants for you peeps.

i bought fer ah heng chocolate of a thousand leaves frm coffebean.
one slice was 5 bucks,bud it aint matter.hees-
he is a lover of chocolate.so i didnt feel the pinch to it.
and have to admit,he loves it a lot,that he ate it immediateley! x)

omg,and todae my personal favourite customer came dine in.
and he spotted me and smiled at me.
omg,he is so in love wif me la.haahs.
last time he came was 2 months bak?
and he gave me gd feedback :)
lols and guess wad,todae he wrote another feedback!
and ytd also i got another gd service feedback!
wah,im like superb-ly happy can?
is nice to receive gd compliments once in awhile.
so when "sister" made noise at outlet fer closing,it didnt matter to me.
i juz did my stuffs as per normal,knowing my day is veri much fulfiiled.

tmr is yet another day!
take cares everione :)

footpriints.X))

HAPPY 26th BURFDAE To AH HENg!
yay! more burfdaes to celebrate~
he is defeniteley a great cook :)
my life wuld be boring at ctp,if he aint dere.
he has helped me so much.
and darn,he has so many scandals and people liking him.
sheesh,of course yanling exceptional la. that one if husband and wife.
so im like the fiance? lols.DREAM ON.
tmr gona celebrate his burfdae x)
hope it will be a gd one!

footpriints.X))

HAppY 39th BurFdae to WEn Xing!

yay! my second assistant chef rocks my world!
without him,i wont get gd food and FRIES!
thou we are in the same boat for love,hehs.
doesnt matter! we will always cheer each other up.
woo-hoo.


footpriints.X))

well you knw todae marks my start of another new chapter.

WELCOME ALL ABOARD TO CHAPTER 3 :)

im keeping myself pre-occupied wif my girlfrens frm sch and at wrk.
i juz need to get use to the idea,sumhow.i suppose.
ytd me and my gurlfrens went out to funan swensens and do our project.
at the same time we break-fast dere.
we had a very gd time cam-whoring! im veri pleased x)
and i shared wif dem waht was troubling me.
and they all gave me veri meaningful advices.
i was realy kinda veri moved.
and wif the thought of saying doings umthing extreme,
we went to esplanade and took the bumboat ride!
it was freaking extremley cool can?
and i spent my thoughts on dat ride thinking about me and him.
gd and bad memories came back to my mind.
haix,oh well.
after that we went to the main hall of esplanade and slacked dere.
we planned what to do every monday!
and nxt week we are going to go to sentosa and juz havock,hehs.
I LOVE DEM A LOTS can?
thye juz spice up my life way extreme...

and todae at wrk all of us ate cnc ice-cream cake.
cuz its wen xing's burfdae tmr!!!!!!!!!
ahh...so sweet of him to share it wif everione.hehehs.
so im gona make an ealry extra post juz to wish him.lols.
okies,gtg.have to watch love bond!

footpriints.X))
-i wish i hadnt txted u dat way,bud i didnt had any choice.

im done wif chapter 2-

tmr starts chapter 3 aites.

thanks everione for everything
very much appreciated :)

____________________
i cant explain dis feeling
i think about it everyday
and eventhou we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away.

im gona remember you,
you're gona remember me

i cant forget how we used to meet
our life frm day to day
hoping maybe you'll come back.

footpriints.X))

IM LIKE TOTALLY WAY BEYOND THAN CLOUD 9 can?

he has like msged me dis morning!!!
i was like OMG,heart thumping,hands all sweaty. cuz dunnoe wad to reply -_-"
bud didnt msg long.
juz a few. cuz mind you it is DARN EXPENSIVE.
im so not gona look forward to this bill -_-"
wth,who cares the bill aniwaes.
maybe it is really worth to wait after all. :))))

i cant be much more happy than ever before.

footpriints.X))

HaPpY 24th BurFdae to YAYA! :)))

shes another year older.hehs.
wished her 5:30am in the mornin after i sahur.
lols,and she replied me instantly. hahhas.
oh wells.
todae i like work 12-11.
and that darn manager have to screw me cuz i came 15mins late.
make it as if i didnt call b4hand.argh.
whatever-lucky she finish early larhs.

since night mod was mas,veri kecoh as usual.
todae she belanjer us coffebean drinks!
and we buker seafood pasta.veri yummys sumhow!
todae me,cindy and madhi was like phuyo-GILA CAN? hehs.
love dem lots la x) *pls work more often :(

footpriints.X))

im a bit much about whacked at work.
too many politics running around.
fer juz a small damn outlet.dis is veri irritating.
why does dis have to happen? i have no idea.
is like everione is working wif a smile plastered on their face.
than when not happy wif something is time to "bitch it around!"
and sometimes is veri hard to make judgements.
and i dun understand why they are making thinghs hard for inside and outside?
arent all of us under the same restaurant,outlet and company?
what the fcking hell is the diff?
they dun like inside,as a result other people shuld not get too close to dem.
dun push it to other people la.
cuz when u need a favour frm inside,you will ask us to help you.
if damn thick skin ask urself la. do they look like idiots to u or wad?
too bad not everione has the same mentality as you.
all i knw and sadly i care is dat once im done wif the attachment,IM OUT OF HERE.
and i thought of cuming bak to work part-time.
damn.making me having second thoughts every single time.argh!
if only the whole management wasnt so cock-up. *roll eyes*
i will endure fer the next few months.no worries.
cant wait when the 3 of us going to throw the resignation letter onto you.
so frm than on you can always work double-OT arhs.

feels gd to trash it out on the blog.
cant the month juz move faster?
maybe is the fasting month that is making me crappy.
i have no idea.
patience....

footpriints.X))

todae juz SUCKS so bad can?

whatever-

i wana dream of him and cry myself to sleep.

i wana hug him in my dreams and nvr wake up.

is dat too much to ask for?


footpriints.X))

todae marks 5 months ive worked at swensens-ctp.
so im left with 7 more months to go.woo-hoo!! :)))
i cant believe time juz passes by like dat.
b4 i knew it ive been thru major downs than ups in 5 months.
and im still striving and trying my best to serve the darn customers.
of course not forgetting wonderful moments im experiencing everyday.
theres bound to have a little surprise catch fer me everyday.
haas-wont elaborate on dat.
as for now i have 7 more months to chiong!

i totally slacked my ass out the whole day at home.
surfing the net. changing my blog layout.
playing free trial version games at bigfishgames.com
searching fer more new updates and phones at sonyerricsson.com
actually planned to go to hg mall and collect my contact lens la.
bud i was too tired and extreme lazy.
oh and i also watched mtv.great videos. i like a lot.
well dats what i can only managed to ramble about todae.



counting the stars,till the day you walk back into my life
footpriints.X))

where do i even start frm since i hardly touch my comp fer the past 2 days.
i try to list down what i can and elaborate frm dere.
priority firsts.

1)my monkey has called ah heng! and he is doing perfectly fine :)) *cloud 9

2)saturday sales reached $7,600.*another break record fer ctp.

3)im free frm sch fer 3 whole weeks!! *about time,to catch up on slp.

4)i met darling fatima todae at compass point!*it feels great to see her again :)))

5)my supervisor has given birth on sat,to a baby boy.*more reasons to love SEPT 15!

6)ive gotten my EVIAN facial spray*reedemable facial treatment at fullerton hotel for $32!

7)deres a indonesian trainee and azmie[sk-band] joining ctp crew*yay fer me! less work >.<

8)i so DO NOT WANT TO JOIN HIP 14!!!* dis is getting on my nerves =/

9)school is shifting to paya lebar rd.no more tanjong pagar*cut down on my fare :)

10)nxt monday i have a date wif my girlfriends to buker puasa at suntec swensens!*yummys

11)im going fer the career fair at suntec dis sat!*time to check out my A.D and Degree

is dat enuf to cover fer 3 days? hopefully.is all random stuffs aniwaes.
oh and of course...

**I MISS MY MONKEY A LOT**hehs =p

footpriints.X))

HAPPY 18th BURFDAE to SOFIA! :)
to sofia: heyas dearest! now more legal to do anything you want.hahas.
now you are another year older. May GOD bless you on this veri special day.
well hopefully you get everything you want on ur birthday list aites,hees-
thanks fer a gd friendship and still moving on.you are really a listening ear in need.
all the best in ur upcoming exams and further studies aites. *hugs-hugs* take cares!

HAPPY BURFDAE to My DADDY! :)
to my daddy: you are another year older. whee. we've gotten fer him a liverpool jersey.
hees-i love him so much. working so hard everyday to make sure me and my sisters gets
everything we want and make sure we pursue our studies. ESP ME AND MY SIS! thinghs
arent complete in our life without having the bestest DAD IN THE WORLD. *hugs-hugs*


gd morning to those whu viewing my blog.
im kinda rushing fer work.
bud i wana dedicate these entry to sofia and my daddy yeps!
bestest people in the world and still growing to be the best everyday!

LOVE YOU TWO A LOT <3

footpriints.X))

argh,my head is spinning thinking for my further studies.
why am i stressing my head bout dis matter now?
cuz im like graduating by next year march/april.
and i cant afford to waste the few months after dat.
that few months after i graduate means i can start doing my A.D immediate.
so heres the prob. i have to do my A.D b4 degree.
or i can do combination.
or trying to find juz a degree itself-haas.
since todae is my off day and was bored and hungry,decide to some study hunt.
and ive gotten and planned some interesting schs offering/majoring in tourism.

if based on local wise.
ive gotten my sch[guilford],MDIS,hartford institute.
ive sort of crossed out my sch and MDIS. dun ask me why.
doesnt look appealing to me in any way la.
for hartford,they have A.D and bachelor in tourism/hospitality in a package.
or more towards direct admission la.
the a.d will be for 1 1/2 years followed by the degree 1 year + 9 months attachment.
the degree is frm australian international hotel school.
i calculated i will finish the whole darn thing by 2011,january.
my sister will also graduate by 2011![the diff of age dats all,haas]
phew..so much juz fer studies ah.

if based on overseas studies.
my top choice will be the HTMI,switzerland.
it has defeniteley catch my eye fer everything.
the concept and structure is really sweet stuffs.

i have to do my A.D here,
bud after dat i thought of doing my degree at HTMI.
haix..so tough la.
still have to talk to my parents about dis.hmmm.

and my lovable sister bought fer me 1 box of donughts frm donut factory!!!
YUMMYS! TIME TO DIG IN.
shoo*dun dizturb me.i need to gain dat sugar and weight!blueks* >.<
time to de-streessssss

sumone is turning bright 18 tmr!
wishing her at my blog tmr.with bright pink font.her favourite.hahahs!
shes huggable and veri much loved by everione yeps.

till then.

footpriints.X))

1 day down and 29 more days to go.
im quite relieved that ive managed to get thru the day! (:
work felt so tiring and i was like no mood to entertain customers.
quite a no of times i wanted to curse.
it was at my very tip of the tongue.
bud i held bak and told myself "patience amalina.you can do it".
i came home jzu in time to buker puasa.
my stomache was like telling me,"finally! about time".
it wasnt dat bad..bud jz looking at the fd was like argh!!!!

tmr is yet another day yeps.
lucky tmr off.so can wake up to eat,pray
than SLEEP LIKE NOBODY BUSINESSS!
im tired of working 9-5 fer the past 3 days.sheesh.
dun ask me why la.hahahas.
ohoh and ah siang was veri kind to me in the morning.
he helped me pour the tartar sauce.
i mean is like unlike him to help me.i was veri much surprised.
and todae is steven's last day :(
hoped he had fun wrking at swensense fer about a month or so.
and hopefully he will make less trouble at his new workplace.
hehs-all the best to you! x)

and ive gotten the song that was the ringtone of my monkey handphone!
i was like damn happy when i found out can?
it is by jay chou-qian li zhi wai [far away]
awww..even the lyrics was like meant to be for us in a way.
i immediately searched and downloaded and watch the video of the song.
i love it veri much!
veri touching.
i even put it at the playlist of my blog.haas-
dun matter if u dun understand.
i didnt understand the song at first of course.
everytime call him will hear dat song being played.
until the song stuck to my head.
bud didnt dare ask him what song that was.
i thought i wuld nvr get to knw what dat song was.
bud yeah...juz happen steven hp was playing dat song.LOLS!
so much fer fate arhs.

every now and then,
ive gotten pieces of his memories...
to complete the jigsaw btw me and him.
hopefully it will be complete one day.
and when that day comes..i will be waiting to put in the final piece.
loving and missing him every moment. :(

footpriints.x))

Selamat Berpuasa to all my lovable muslim friends and cuzzins!
-Rukun puasa adalah ibadat yang memupuk kesuburan rohani dan jasmani.
-Latihan bagi diri dan jiwa untuk melentur nafsu agar tidak melampaui batas.
banyak besabar pada bulan ini ye.
wishing all of you to have a pleasant fasting month ahead. (:

tmr starts fasting month.
im more worried fer myself.
due to the reason it will be my first time fasting and working at the same time.
im working in a f&b line.
so extra patience,peseverance and strong-will is needed.
the food and drinks are gona look extra tempting.
BUD i have to do this right.dis is my obstacle to overcome dis month!
and cant curse fer a month no matter the customers upset me.
so hopefully my soul will be cleanse for gd this month.
AMALINA WILL SURVIVE! hehs- (:
insya-allah everything will go smoothly for me at work during this 1 month.
kena banyak besabar...

todaes major news is about the earthquake.
tremors were felt at punggol until all of us gathered at the void deck fer safety reasons.
ahh..im extreme worried also.sheesh.
can only pray dat nothing goes wrong here =/
im yet to live my dream -_-
___________________________

it has been a week.
patience is my only virtue for everything im going thru right now.
i miss you-

footpriints.X))

todaes work is all veri relaxing.i like a lot.
sheesh,if onli everidae was like dis ryte? hahahs.
noting much to blog about la actually.
haix,saving money isnt easy isit?
darn.this is harder than i thought it wuld be.

lets see,i wana go to orlando disneyland.
im yet to go to tokyo disneyland also.
ive only covered one :(...ahhh.
why did i came up with this topic?
cuz my cuzzy put at her wishlist she wants to go to hk disneyland.
haha,so maybe i can go wif her? 3 days also can ba.
juz take flight to go dere.than second day spend the whole day dere.
than third day fly bak.LOLS! x)
i talk like nobody business.hahas.
cuzzy insya-allah u will go dere. you still have sch to complete,hehs. x)

i so wana go to HTMI switzerland can?
damn.grrr.

footpriints.X))

todae sch day was extra hollow i muz say.
first,its raining in the morning making twice as hard to get up.
second,i was frm 12-11 shift ytd.less hours to slp.
thirdly,theres only 10 of us in the claz.
exact 2 full group came.my group and malcoms grp.
the other grp,umms...no one came :( no idea why.
lesson was actually okay and veri much interesting.
we even had hands-on session,preparing fer high tea!
we prepared and indulged on our own hand-made sandwiches! yummys!
can say all got skill.muahahas.

going home time it was me,raegan and malcom.
surprisingly raegan also plan to fly off to aussie nxt year!
hahas.i was so darn happy la.
bud then have to do my A.D here 1 year ba.
so i told him about it and he said he can go and wait for me.
so now like the both of us plan to do our degree together.
at least ive got sumone and not alone la -_-"
both of us still rakying fer the best uni dere is.
bud at the same time im interested to go for HTMI at switzerland.
the whole concept idea is darn power la.
and they even work wif prestigious hotel lines.
such to name some:MARRIOT,RENAISSANCE,HILTON,INTERCONTINENTAL,AMARI,RADISSON,HYATT,NOVOTEL and lastly DISNEY COLLEGE.
haix.damn cool la,get to work at Disney hotel in orlando,Florida.
bud getting to work at the few above major hotel lines is also a very BIG DEAL,can?
aiyo,i damn envy see the graudates frm this year batch.
i still cant make up my mind,darn.
at the same time is not easy trying to please parents.
is so hard trying to convince dem sumthing u noe.
hopefully,i can get something out of all dis =/

footpriints.X))
-im still yet to move on with you only left in my heart.

lets see..another shift of 12-11 again todae.
bud we simply havock all morning till the afternoon.
due to the mod was yanling.muahahahs! i love her lots :)
bud due to one specific part-timer have to screw up her day.
grr.my patience has always over limited bcos of her also.damn.
besides dat,the day went well.
i wasnt myself at night and that spooked out most of dem.
i keep saying "my imaginary fren says ________".
LOLS.and sally asked me whether i was stress or depression or whatsoever.
and yeah,i also dunnoe why.
maybe i juz worry too much everidae.
entah la eh.aper la nak jadi dengan hidup misteri ini.
seeing another love conflict btw kitchen and service made my heart ached so much.
i swear,when i told wen xing off about what she said he was about to cry.
i didnt had any other choice,is now or too late.
as what he pointed out to me "love cannot be forced".
im sure everione agrees on dat statement.
is up to one persons feelings to either be loved or not.
it is ur own judgment at the end of the day.
i hope time will move on and they can be as per normal.
why i said ached my heart so much,cuz remind me of my recent past.
well of course s a diff issue and matter,bud like dejavu dat kind u noe?
seeing similar thinghs happening.oh well.

to cuzzy nisa: let other people talk all they want.the more they talk about you
or u frens,it simply shows that they they somehow envy u. if not why they want to open their big trap?? noting beta to do arh? so free? x) no need to waste ur time and layan dem.
is not worth every single second. imagine how many smiles you have lost for a day juz to worry and frown over dem! tsk-tsk,not gd for health. stick tight with ur frens and you wil have noting to lose no matter how much people want to bring you down (:
muaccks!.hugs-hugs. take cares.toodles!
_________________________________
im missing you my monkey :(
still no call,haix.

footpriints.X))

we had broken the most ultimate record at swensens ctp!
todae sales was $7,100!
phew.and there was only 6 manpower.
im so darn worned out until my legs ached so much.
veri much contented wif todae work.
bud i had nvr cursed so much in my entire life juz fer one day,haix.
juz because of one fcked up customer about the cake to runaway bill at alfresco.
geex.i had a gd wash wif my mouth when i bathe,hehs.

wondering hows life for him at dere.
u knw when u move to a new place you have to try and adapt.
hoping his wrking life goes all smooth.

wenxing told me off bout love.
he said is easy to like/love sumone.
bud is not easy when that person dun like/love u back.
u will try so much juz to get to dem.
in a way i pitied him when i found out wads happening.
bud b4 thinghs get out of hand,i hope i can have the courage to help him.
b4 inside and outside become total enemies,thats gonna suck! bleahs.
waiting fer the right time.

days left till fasting month starts!

footpriints.X))

OMG.i am so speechless,by my cuzzy.
nono.I SWEAR. i have no words.
i was eating my tapau chicken/curry chicken baked rice.
than i decide to drop by my cuzzys blog.
all of a sudden,i see this sulky pouting girl face!
and i choked on my food instantly.
lucky got the apple juice infront of me.

CUZZy.thank u so much.
i put my hands up in the air and tel u dis.
YOU've JUZ PUT A REAL SMILE ON MY FACE,after days.
love u so much cuzzys.
haha,im veri honoured to have my sulky pouting face being put up.
you are the best arh cuzzy.hehehs.
muaacks! loads of truckloads fer u aites.
btw,u free to head out nxt week? x)

my life anint complete wihtout you special people's,
whu is always trying to make me happy.THANK YOU (:

still waiting for his phone call frm ah heng.
hmm.loving him and missing him truckloads ):

footpriints.X))

time seems so endless when everything goes wrong doesnt it?
im too worned out frm sleepless nights until my whole body feels numb.
ive been working wif my soul left somewhere.
thinking about him every second.makes me worry.
hoping and praying he is doing okay.
the tempreature dere is really darn cold.
well hopefully he is settling down there by now.

me and my sis are fighting and going thru the same issue.
im juz glad that shes dere for me 24/7.
and so am i to her.
ive yet to face another obstacle soon enuf.
that is when she flies off to aussie.
and now im starting to wonder.
is this airport really that bad?
ive been sending people off and i hate good byes.realy.
juz makes me wana hate the airport so much!
bud at the same time it juz relaxes my mind when i need a place to go.
aww,how can dis be? =/

to cuzzy nisa:thanks a lot fer the advice.
as stated at ur tag-board.kalau ader fate and chance i will want to jumper dier lagi. if it means i have to pergi saner. cinta ni memang susah sekali. bud wad to do ryte? can only pray fer something gd to happen.

footpriints.X))

i wanst in a mood to work todae.
luckily im only 9-5.phew.instead of 9-9pm.
my eyes was like tired,red and more of swollen.
i culdnt sleep the whole night.
kept waking up every 15mins to half an hour.
thought about him every single second.
b4 i knew it was morning and time fer me to go for wrk.
it was very nice of wenxing and ah heng trying to cheer me up.
thank you so much :)


he has reached schipol airport safely at 11:25am-sg time.
over dere it was 5:25am.
i was half relieved when i checked online.
juz worrying about his transit flight.
not sure if he has reached his destination or still on the way.
im still waiting fer the news about him giving a call.
gona give it 2-3days time. praying fer the hopeful gd news.


aniwaes.i went and watched ratatouille alone juz now.
and really theres nothing wrong wif watching alone.
sum people have the idea like no life and loner all these crap.
bud hack ive a habit of watching alone. anytime i like.
the movie is really veri sweet and aspiring.
juz brought me tears when i watched it.
made me think of him even more at dat point of time.
b4 the show,i went to fujifilm and print out the photos i took wif him.
i also made a copy for irene and ah heng.
hahas.they also miss him a lot it seems.esp ah heng.
he realy wanted to cry also ytd. awww.
life has to move on....

I miss you a lot.

footpriints.X))

the moments i had sending him off was more than a rollercoaster ride.
i juz wana say HUGE THANKS to my sister who was dere for me all the while.
she really waited and sticked wif me.
and was evern dere when i need a shoulder to cry on.
thank you so much sis.i know i owe u a huge one yeah. (:
the pictures wont be possible without ah heng by my side.
thanks a lot fer taking the pictures. it was nicely taken.
ah heng has been helping me every single time b4 he resigned frm work,
even till the very second of juz now when he departed off.
i owe him a huge one too :)
and to sandi whose postcard words kept going thru my mind.
sandi,i took the courage to take pictures wif him!
and yeah..ive never regretted anything.
the pictures are worth more than a thousand words.
also to yanling,who helped me so much to get information done.
not forgetting irene who also helped me tremendously.
and to yaya[ she has flown off today also morning to manila fer tournament] who listened and shared my happiness about him.
i know i went thru so much of trouble fer him.
and it is all worth it,every single bit.

THANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERIONE WHO WAS DERE FER ME.
EVEN TILL TODAE. :))))
my life anint complete without all of u above and him.

footpriints.X))

HAPPY 18th BURFDAE to SANDI!
love u dearest dreamer~ (:
___________________________

counting down the hours till you are gone forever.
___________________________

i rushed to sch as per normal.
so no big deals,i was late but not the darn late,hahas.
todae was okay.
i DIDNT SLP AT ALL TODAE in claz!
yay! an achievement fer amalina.lols.
dearest sandi made my day.
we actually have this postcards frm ZO at our sch.
it is pretty cool and collectable in a way.
so sandi took this Vaio card and write fer me a message behind it.
aww,shucks. it was veri sweet of her to adviced me.
below are some of the pictures.hees-
had cam-whoring wif my whole grp tdae.

the front of the VAIO postcard




i guess,that is suppose to be me? hahas x)




this is the sweet advice that sandi wrote fer me! (:



aniwaes.ive gotten the confirmed flight details.
during lesson i had to take calls again and again,ahhas.
so im like freaking out every second.
my stomache is lurching so bad i feel like puking.
my head and heart is pounding every second.haix.
and even my hands,feets are feeling darn cold.
juz a feeling that once in a lifetime no one wants to go through.
bud fer me,dis is the time i have to experience it and get thru it.
cant blame me,bud im sure gona cry like a river.
is gona take more than ever to stop me frm crying on that day.
it doesnt matter if im gona to be the real odd one out.
i will endure and cry my hearts out.bummer.
a lot of people are going to ask me what happen on that day and whether i cried.
dun worry,i will blog in with precise emotions and still crying once i cum bak frm airport.
wana say advanced thank you to all my frens,sista who has tolerate what ive been going thru and wanting to see the best of me and dat smile on my face.

till then,the departure whom i love.

footpriints.X))

i had a blast todae!
despite my off day and waking up at 10am,bummer!
me,my sis and sulaiman went to the army open house at pasir lebar camp.
it was darn huge and packed wif people la.sheesh.
we had so much fun.
took pictures wif the army people and tanks etc.
then deres this mission world tour which is the main thing of all.
we will be sitting in the truck and experience live firing from the tanks.
the whole tour is about 45 mins.
bus is like first come first serve basis will get tickets.
obviously when we got dere,tickets were sold out.
so we had to join in the return-queue and see our luck.
and REALLY LUCK WAS ON OUR SIDE.
sulaiman met his inspector[higher rank obviously] and chatted wif him.
all of a sudden he called us out. me and my sis was like puzzled.
b4 we knew it,3 places were being reserved for us.
everione who was is the return-queue was giving us dat "wtf" look. LOLS!
it was darn cool la.
the whole tour was damn shiok.
especially when we get to watch the tanks right b4 us and dere was the live firing.
thumbs up fer the whole experience~ (:

after the open house,we went to jurong point.
yeps-yeps. ate at banquet until so full la.
frm dere we thought of catching a movie.bud did not.
bud i collected my GV memebership card! hahas.darn cools.my loves!
we took train all the way to tampines.
i finally bought my earphones!! argh.about time.
it felt so gd to plugged the music back into my ears.
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days left till u are gone.
haix,no courage to send u to airport la.
bud still i will defeniteley go.
got to see u fer the past 2 days and i was happy yet confused.
im veri-veri much contented when u wore the metal bracelet ive gotten for u.
i was totally in cloud 9. hahax,shuld have seen my expression!
hope i wont flood like a river on dat day.
god,please give me strength and faith on dat day. :(
aaww..im gona miss him terribly lots.

footpriints.X))
-does it have to be dis way? =/

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