Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 11:21 PM
in well hours to come i will finally leave.
okay eventhou im going fer a short period...
ive been looking to this trip eversince sis left.
and on dat day she left..fasya told me that she wanted to visit my sis.
eversince ive been looking forward like fer real.
my lugagge are all packed.
left wif a few stuffs as usual.
hees,i will grab fer u all souveniers as much as i can.
or as much as i can stuff my luggage into.
im looking forward to the flight,to the ghost tour,to the snow and to see fazal too!
hahahs,he promised me a hug.
awww..
go away project fer 10 days.
i wana hav a memorable trip.
see ya (:
vina(:
Thursday, June 26, 2008 @ 10:27 PM
I DUN UNDERSTAND!
ARGH! CAN I KILL DEM!
dis is so frustrating. i knew she will take out on me.
i was at the verge of screaming.sighs.
i wan to slap her if i can.
like sumone wake her up from reality?!
im tired of thinking what to do next.
tassie,hurry take me away....please....
vina:(
@ 2:19 PM
ytd sarah-chan n malcom came to my house to do the project.
and the idea was progressing so well.kinda impressed.
bud shant comment more. cause we are still stuck in the old group.
sighs,is getting more complicated than ever.
i hate to do projects when it comes to this. sumore is FYP -__-""
and im flying off in 3days time.
why cant they let me go to have a peace of mind? *sobs-sobs*
side-track abit,my cuzzy from orlando called home at 2pm.
that is like 2am over dere! hahahs.
since caused shes off tmr so she called awhile to talk to me n baby.
hees-sumone has a very good time dere urh.
dont forget my huggable mickey n those collectable pins aites? HAAS.
will be better if u can fly me dere or ship me dere. =D
dun overwork urself okays?
u have a few more months to go,so enjoy cuzzy! (:
maybe i shuld go start pack my stuffs? =/
if only i can lift my lazy butt and tiny finger.*sighs
bye peeps.
vina(:
Monday, June 23, 2008 @ 9:31 PM
im frigging irritated with the project.
having monday blues.
sick and tired of ranting about the project almost everyday.
wake up knowing that is another day but my project is going nowhere.
thanks fer nothing people.
whats the point if ure trying to make the effort bud other people are being ignorant about it.
dammit. screw them fer real.
i have no idea what to do wif dem or this.
why cant i even have a peace of mind? sighs.
no point getting worked up about this.
my face is turning to be worser eventhou im not working.wad the hell.
bye people. the days are turning crappier.
vina:(
@ 10:43 AM
the connection simply sucks so bad.
bleahs,kater european country,bud lagging like hell.
bud it was a gd talk despite the lagging stuffs.
aww and his going back to ireland next month!
and i cant webcam him animore cause he doesnt have a laptop! =(
this sucks so bad.
and next week also i wont be in sg.ahh..sighs.
ahh well....dats life aniwaes.
you cant expect something to stay perfect all the way.
project climbing over me.
i have no idea whats next.
what am i to do after my FYP.sighs.
vina(:
Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 9:24 AM
ohhh..i juz miss u so much my einstein =(
why cant u fly back and work here instead?
i know im suppose to be over him and stuffs like that.
yeah,tell my heart that.
juz cant find the fullstop to the chapter eventhou i knw wads happening.
okay i mean in a storybook,
would u want to read a fcked up ending and the main character is juz being so sad?
im sure u will be like "stupid ending" "shouldnt have read this book"..
i thout or most i think thru that..why not let the story flow or just go on?
afterall he is 10,000 miles away frm me.
im not letting something slip away just because i literally chose to hear it frm him.
so be it if the chances are 1/1000000.
maybe im juz being happy this way.
getting to talk to him once per week is something.
the word 'fate' shall be good enough to believe in.
and i miss my grandmother.
i havent see her fer quite some time.shucks.
vina(:
Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 12:35 PM
this is BADDDD
wayyy baddd.like horrible.treacherous.
my last entry was due on may5.
and since then i havent been blogging in here.
and if without my cousins persuading i wouldnt even touch this blog like urhh donkey years?
before i was starting to blog in,
i remembered a few stuffs which i wanted to take note of.
which i felt it was important.to me or some people.
a)plain water is VERY IMPORTANT.
or else u will end up jeapordaizing ur health,like ME.which is bad.
and plain water is also important cause i realised my skin was starting to peel off due to dehydration.
and it was so frigging ugly like shit! =x
so remember people,whatever beverages u drink,PLAIN WATER is on the top of ur list.
b)having a good relations wif ur cuzzins are very important.
thou dere are some to make u go CRAAZZYYY,each of dem are superbly lovable.
they stick by u like a glue.share ur interests and give u extremley valuable advices.
and to think each day how much my cuzzins are SO SO valuable.yeah,im LOVING dat. =D
c)very simple to understand-friends and working life.
till today i cant get over the fact dat ive resigned from a wacky workplace.
people dere are so not normal. which makes work SO LOVABLE.
have been visiting dem this few days.
they can really make my troubles go away. and laugh like deres no tomorrow.
bud ironically is also the place,where you start to curse and swear for the smallest thinghs =/
d)cant help to put how ice-cream is very important!
it is pretty much essential. supporting swensens i/c.
bud since im not working dere animore,i dun get to eat often.
ryte now im nibbling away on the Walls,solero i/c.yummy!
and the little one eating covered choc almonds wif van i/c.
it is juz so simply heavely =)
e)this brings to my next topic,sisters love.
okay i know ive been arguing and not getting along wif the younger one.
bud after she cried again juz now cause i dizturb her...sighs..
i made it a point to say sorry. well yeah. how bout that?
im not so mean la,fer gods sake.
and as fer my older sister,crap bud miss bitching wif her.
bud i think is cool enuf dat i still get to point my middle finger thru webcam on a bright morning! x)
she has always try to make my parents proud by her studies.
bud parents,they want the best of the best of the best....
f)my least to talk about-parents.
yeah i know they raised me up and stuffs like that.
bud if they are expecting the best shit out of you,how do u even do that?
i mean we cant even understand ourselves fully so like thinking how do u be the best u can be?
if we feel that we've tried our best bud our parents dun see the same way, does dat mean we've failed to be the best daughter to dem?
and for instace,okay i juz have this personality of having a guys room.
eurgh,organised and clean bedroom?? EWW. so NOT ME.
my room has to be messy be it bed,table,floor,wardrobe.
that way i can find my thinghs easier. bud they dun seem to understand.
MUM:"why cant you have a clean bedroom? u knw ur grandmother will be upset if she sees ur room is like dat. and she will start saying why is ur room like a guy insetad of a girl?"
MOI:"simple..juz tell her uve a son instead of a daughter. i juz prefer my room to be dat way. urgh"
g)speaking of my-ROOM.
i love my room the way it is. untidy and messy.
bud out of my whole room.deres only one place that will never go wrong or messy.
is my display cabinet full of mickey collectibles and merchandise.
and damn to those who think mickey is very childish.
i even came to this point of time thinking i should stop my mickey fernatic.
bud u knw wad.SCREW DAT IDEA FER EVEN EXISTING IN MY HEAD.
is like my hobby collecting mickey stuffs. no one said u have to be a kid to love mickey ryte?
Im 17 turning 18 and IM IN LOVE WIF MICKEY MOUSE. and im proud of it.
next in line-the Disney pin trading. and is only going to be mickey.
veri sweet of my cuzzin in orlando to get fer me some! YAY! thank youus (:
ive been checking thru e-bay to get some of the pins.
h)no link to anything-bud im looking forward to the TRIP!
TASSIE-TASSIE-TASSIE.
im so gonna cam-whore like crap.hehs.
and remind me to hug my sister once i see her and second is fazal.
so who is fazal? he is my sister friend who is going to accompany us on our stay.
and whats more he will be my date fer the days dat im dere.preety neat stufffs.
bud sis doesnt approves. i dunnoe why...hmmm.. -_-"
we are going to have a whopping good time. bud im yet to pack my stuffs.
i have a slight feeling im going to do it the day before,hahahhs.
so yeah,now i have 3 guys.haha! not bad.
3 different countries.london-australia-singapore!
im yet to add more countries.shall ask fer my cuzzin one in orlando.=D
and i believe i blogged in more than necessary.
i shall update more for the next few days =)
and when im dere i shall be nice to blog in for a day entry.hahahs.
thats better than nothing (: *grins*
booo...i miss my einstein! =(
vina(:
